Caligo tilted her head to the side as the man, Lazarus, spoke to her. She puffed air through her nostrils as she contemplated his words. Death is not as permanent as you believe it to be, I'm afraid. Your namesake is proof of that, for he was a man who died twice. The body dies, for it can not last forever. But the spark, the light, the soul, it never truly dies. Most are released from the endless cycle of death and rebirth when their bodies fail. For someone like myself, the gods will not be nearly as merciful. You could slay me now, destroy this body and set my soul free, if only for a moment. Though not for eternity. In no time, I shall be bound inside the body of another until it too is destroyed. Such is the half-life of the damned.
I will always be, in one form or another. In the shadows of a great city, in the nightmares of children, the darkest corners of a broken mind. Where there is darkness and fear, I shall always reside. She was silent as he spoke some more. Her gaze was diverted as he made a motion in correlation with his words before she returned to looking at his face. She let her lips slowly slide down over her teeth as she perked her ragged ears forward. He seemed more interested in speaking than engaging in a conflict with her, and frankly, his words had caught her interest and she let them derail herself from her original intentions. She raised her head at the mentioning of the child she had already claimed for the evening. How could he know about that?
Suddenly, interrupting his voice, a loud alarm went through the city. She looked up at the sky and the towering buildings around them. The rain was starting to come down more heavily, soaking her body, even though she could not feel it. The wetness made her thin skin appear almost scaley or slimy in appearance as if she was now composed entirely of tar. A low growl echoed in her throat, more out of annoyance than anything else and was momentarily surprised at Lazarus's attempt to reach out to her. She shuddered a moment, creating a ripple effect through the smoke near her body. What the man before her said was true. There were likely too many for her to protect herself at once, though it would be fairly easy and simple for her to fade away into her surroundings and disappear if the need arose. However, as of now, she was more interested in continuing to speak with the man named Lazarus.
I suppose it would be in our best interest to get out of the street. Extinguish your light and come with me. She walked towards the buildings, glancing back to see if he was following her. She would be a little disappointed if he didn't, but she still had to disappear for the time being in case the guards appeared. Between two buildings was a narrow space, dark and empty, but not so tight that she couldn't turn around if need be. Once in the darkest part of the alleyway, she allowed herself to disintegrate into the shadows of the building. She was near invisible in this form, only her teeth, should she choose to open her mouth would reveal her presence to any that didn't see her disappear. She looked at Lazarus. Light can not rest side by side with darkness. You have piqued my interest and some respect, so I shall not harm you.
After a moment, he came and stood next to her again. She inhaled his scent, her nostrils flaring as she looked at him again. A lifetime ago, I was a simple beast. Strong, proud, beautiful. In time, I despised servitude, being a beast of burden insulted me. I worked and toiled for man's gain. This loathing became hatred and I desired to conquer those that would subdue us. I met an angel, who felt that way about being subjugated by the gods above as well. So we joined together, in a joint effort to defeat our masters. We gathered a vast army and fought in the land of the gods, to our inevitable defeat, our side taking heavy losses. Myself, my kin, and my companions were thrust from grace. Those that perished were the lucky ones. The hatred and corruption in our souls manifested itself on our bodies, stripping us of our beauty and sight. We became the creatures you see before you now.
In a way, the curse helped me to fulfill my original desire. In this body, I can subdue those before me, both physically and mentally. I can kill, as you must have sensed earlier, but I can also create madness and destroy a person from the inside. I can appear in dreams, haunting visions, my voice I can project great distances and can direct and corrupt the minds of those far away from me. The dark recesses of the mind, where people fear to tread. I live there, waiting, always waiting for the right moment. That is my purpose now, to create darkness, and sin, and sadness, and fear, for light needs darkness in order to exist at all. That is the task I carry out in this world and it is a burden I will always carry until my judgment.