He had taken a brief rest to stop and smell the roses, in both meanings of the phrase. Ever since they had met in Ataiyo, he was beginning to learn more about her little by little. She was a person of few words and often said things bluntly, but she always knew when he was feeling down even when he did his best to keep a smile on his face. Even when she didn't say anything, just knowing she understood was enough. It was…comforting. He had been alone for a long, long time. As they opened up to each other, he came to learn that though on the surface they were as different as night and day–below that initial superficial layer they were more alike than expected. They both knew the emptiness of loneliness, of feeling like they didn't belong. Shiloh once described it aptly as an 'invisible wall' that was always between them and where they wanted to be. They both lost people they loved at a young age, and they had found new friends who cared for them outside of where they began. It truly proved that you shouldn't judge a person by their appearance, like a book and its cover.
At times when she let him speak his mind freely, he felt guilty knowing that she suffered far worse in her life than he had. He felt that he had no place to complain, to say he had experienced suffering when she had been fighting against being falsely accused from a young age. When he thought what he had been through was like the end of the world, hers made it all feel so insignificant. She eventually admitted that she had almost died at least five times, based off of what she could remember off the top of her head. She had always been paranoid of people, second-guessing their intentions and scrutinizing their every word. At times she had wished her parents hadn't been taken from her so suddenly, and that maybe if that accident had never occurred things would be different. Deep down, she might have felt responsible even though she knew it wasn't her fault. "I hated myself." She said to him once. "I always was nearby when the worst happened. They called me a jinx, a hex, an ill omen. And after a while, I started to believe it too." But what the most painful part of it wasn't being blamed–it was feeling unable to prevent terrible things from happening. It was feeling powerless, knowing there was nothing you could do to change things or make it better.
Most people saw her as someone who was strong, but that wasn't how she felt at all. That was why she had done everything she could to improve herself, to make herself more capable, more knowledgeable, more experienced–to ensure she could handle anything life could throw at her. "Do you want us to split up? We can cover more ground that way and find which paths work quicker." Her voice interrupted his thoughts, bringing him back to the present. "That's fine with me. How about I take this path, and if it's a dead end I'll come back to where you are?" She gave him a nod of approval. "Alright then. But before we go, here." She took out a red string edged with gold, and carefully tied the end of it to his hand. The other end seemed to disappear, then reappear at the other end tied to hers. "It's a heartstring." She explained to him. "That way we'll always be able to find each other, even if we're separated by a long distance. Those two might have thrown a few spatial distortions in here for kicks." The deity muttered, looking up at the sky.
"In that case, then we should get going. I was worried that we'd lose our way whilst separated, but with this I feel much more at ease. If I find anything, or nothing at all, I'll come back to you." Holding his end of the heartstring between his fingers, he held onto it tightly. "Stay safe, Cymbel. And the same goes for me too; I'll let you know what I've found on my end." With a wave, they parted. The path he chose to explore was straightforward. No obvious alcoves or turns in the hedging. As he walked, suddenly the ground gave way and he let out a panicked yell as the ground crumbled. Grasping at the edge of what was left of the ground, he found himself dangling precariously above a deep pitfall. He didn't want to know what was at the bottom, and now that he was alone the anxiety was making his body lock up. Desperate to pull himself out, he tried to get himself up over the edge. He didn't know how close Shiloh was to his position. She would come and find him, he told himself. But what if she wasn't able to make it in time?