While the winds raged, Shiloh was trapped in her own personal maelstrom. With Time running wild, she was reliving the very worst moments of her life in overlay with what was happening in the present. She was brought back to the last time she was chased down by soldiers and armored guards, their forms superimposing over the insects crawling out of the ambush. The rogue felt the fear running through her veins, her heart pounding in her ears, the rapid gasps for breath, the burn in her arms and legs as she ran. She heard shouting voices, saw fingers pointing as they hounded her with dogs. They were going to kill her.
She was going to die.Memories and imagination were intermingling as hands grabbed at her shirt from behind, dragging her back as she clawed against the dirt. Faceless figures were pulling her down and clammy fingers were grasping her face, the air was being forced out of her lungs as she sank deeper and deeper into the depths. Then she saw a familiar lumbering figure charge at them, pushing them back. Unna wrapped her in her arms as she shielded her from the hands.
"We will protect you!"
More and more spectral hands tried to pry Unna away, only for Erra and Agur to appear with her. Then the brownies, boggarts, and other Little Folk came too. They were all holding her together, saying the same thing:
'We will protect you, no matter what–just as you did the same for us.'For the first time in many years, she cried. The memories kept going and going. All the failed executions, the beatings, the interrogations, the trial before the Council, the last moments she had in her world before being buried alive.
You can't keep running away. Something spoke inside her mind. Why couldn't she?
Running won't make things change. She denied it in her thoughts. Why did she have to face something the impossible? Protecting herself from being hurt, from being harmed, from things that brought discomfort–was that so wrong?
If others could do that then why couldn't she do the same? She blocked out the voices; she didn't want to hear what they were saying anymore. Images of the hateful faces of the Council flashed before her eyes. All she wanted was to life a peaceful, unassuming life.
Why couldn't they just leave her alone?
That was all it took for grief to turn into rage. A deep, slow-brewing anger seethed through her being. Thunder roared as the crackle of lightning came down from above, the winds shrieking like banshees. A faceless helm enveloped her face as flesh transmuted into metal. The broken loop of time stabilized for a moment as she grabbed a headless ax handle and hurled it at one of the ants. The splintered shaft of wood rematerialized its cutting edge right before burying itself deep into the insect warrior's skull. The shadows which had escaped their containment swarmed back to their host as she held a blade of dragonbone in her hand. With the crack of her Tenebris amulet, she cursed through clenched teeth at the invaders:
"I'm going to send you on a one-way trip to Dalanesca."