An odd sort of calmness had come over her after she heard Dalanesca died. Normally she should be feeling as if the world was ending, despairing at the impending doom that would eventually engulf the world as they knew it. Maybe she had felt those things, only to skip straight to a combination of bargaining and acceptance. Insectoid creatures were invading, as if coming out of thin air. It was hard to put into words what sort of frame of mind she was in right now. When they all saw Angela revive Dalanesca, she caught a familiar face spying on what had happened. Shiloh knew that face, though that face likely didn't recognize her. She had seen that spy not too long ago before the invasion caught everyone off guard, in Vilpamolan while she was on a personal trip. She should've said something to the others earlier. If she had they could have been better prepared, and maybe Dalanesca's death wouldn't have happened. She felt guilty.
It was too late now. There was no point in bringing this up. This would just make the others feel worse, maybe even suspect her. Even the most understanding of people could be turned bitter over an assumed betrayal. The others she could expect to hate her, but Angela… Shiloh didn't think even the Mother could forgive this oversight. What's done is done. She was partially responsible for this tragedy, so she was responsible for cleaning it up. There was no excuse for anything she had done. This was why she never wanted to be a deity–when all was said and done, she was still just a human. And humans made mistakes.
They were attacking Canelux now, but the invaders had to be stopped or else they would move on to Parvpora. Her 'supervisor' had assigned her with another deity she had paid a courtesy call once, to deliver a shipment of siege machine prototypes. In hindsight, that decision couldn't have been better. What better time to put them to use than now? A looping reel of sarcastic mental commentary was her attempt to numb the seething guilt at the bottom of her stomach. As terrible as it made her feel, this would be one secret she would take with her to the grave. Her first decision was to issue an order for all employees and close associates to retreat back to Antikythera. There, everyone was debriefed on the current situation and roles were delegated. All non-automatons were to stay behind front lines and avoid engaging the enemy except in self-defense. Disagreement was expected, coming mostly from her sons and Sylvain. She knew they could protect themselves, but they didn't understand what sort of disadvantage everybody was running against. Their enemies had already sent spies and scouts to observe Canelux long before the attack, while they essentially knew nothing.
She had seen what one of them could do. Despite their martial training, they weren't prepared for the tactics and methods of beings who had both high aerial and ground maneuverability. And none of them likely had trained against opponents with two sets of arms. The insects were ruthless; they could not be negotiated with. The only message they could understand was plain and simple–a direct show of strength.
'Either we live, or we die.'