Ra ordered his advisor to stay with the Clan and insisted on finding Phoenix alone. It was a wise move, one that would keep him from using his dear friend as a target for venting his anger. He knew Amenthes would not take it personally, and he would likely remain silent and take the verbal beating willingly. He was never good at holding things against people. He is the most forgiving person Ra knows. Yet, even so, knowing that would not keep the Alpha from regretting what he might say and do. Forgiving himself was not so easy. And, he felt it was only appropriate that whomever took Phoenix would get all of the violent punishment he could give.
He flew a great distance, following the scent carefully into the Welayta Mountains. As he arrived, her own aroma -her sweet, intoxicating, natural parfum- was at its strongest. She was nearby, and so was the scent of fresh blood. His heart leaped into his throat as he flew low, circling around and searching the ground for his lover. Then, he spotted her. From above, she appeared to be kneeling, holding a man against her. Anyone else might have assumed something indecent as her face was in his neck, but Ra knew her true nature and feared something far worse. He landed with silent grace and quickly took up his human form. “Phoenix,” he called to her, taking wary steps towards the hunter and her prey. The memory of her vampiric fangs lodged into his own flesh was still fresh in his mind, the sheer force of it and the desperate desire to drink every drop of his blood. She had managed to seize her self control before he could have been killed back then. And when he had awoken, tears fell from her eyes. She was new to the knowledge of what she was, and since then she did everything in her power to refrain from feeding on any others.
And yet, here she was. Many lifeless bodies lay all around—bloodless. It was a typical feeding frenzy. It wasn’t like her to act this way. Perhaps she had been starved, and truly needed the blood of others to help her maintain control and to survive. But, he believed there was something else at play. This man she was feeding on was being killed very, very slowly. It appeared she had made quick work of the rest, as the sloppiness indicated. Yet, she took her time with this one.
“Phoenix,” he said again, taking another step closer. His hand reached out, slowly, carefully, as if he were trying to calm and appease an angered creature. “Phoenix, please stop this.” His tone was soft and patient, yet hard enough to gather her attention. She had fed enough. But, she did not seem to hear him. She didn’t even look at him. “Phoenix,” his brow creased and chest tightened as he placed a hand on her shoulder.
Nothing.
“Phoenix!” Even raising his voice gave him no response from her. He glanced between his lover and her now deceased victim. What was going on?
Suddenly, tears trickled down her face, and she broke away from her victim. Ra stood with her, eyes wide with concern and fear and confusion. She still did not acknowledge him. He opened his mouth to once again call her name, but it was her voice that spoke first. Celsy. A name she had spoken before when she was unconscious. A name no one had recognized. Then, she passed out again. His muscles tensed and threw him forward, catching her fall. Ra held her in his arms, pulling her close and tight. A pained expression was made as he looked over her—blood had stained her clothes, smeared on her beautiful face and dripped from her luscious lips. Ever so gently, lovingly, he brushed a strand of her hair from her face and pulled it behind her pointed ear. He pressed a tender kiss upon her forehead. Then, he took her home.
~*~
Amenthes had been anxiously awaiting their return when Ra arrived at the palace with Phoenix in his arms. The guilt was evident on his advisor’s face, the apologies never ceasing for a moment even when he had realized the blood on her was not her own, that she had been unharmed. But Ra knew better than to allow himself to relax just yet. Something was making her act strangely, and until it is put to an end, she will never be entirely alright. By now he was second guessing whether it was caused by his own venom. It usually kills, or creates a familiar and master bond when the two manas merge. Perhaps it reacts differently when injected into a creature that can’t truly be killed, because it isn’t exactly even alive. Such as a vampire. But this…he could not imagine his venom being the cause. He would not mark it out, though. Not until he knows for sure.
Ra laid her down to rest in a different room than before and ordered the healer to remain with her at all times. Amenthes seemed hurt that he wasn’t chosen for the job, but he understood and agreed. Ra supposed that could be his punishment for not watching her more carefully before. In all honesty, he did not even wish to punish his dear friend. Mistakes happen, and he knew very well that Amenthes never makes the same
mistake twice. He was already forgiven, but Amenthes would not forgive himself until he was punished in some way. So, Ra reluctantly obliged.
The Alpha, exhausted from getting so little sleep over these past few days, went to Phoenix’s personal room and laid down. He wanted nothing more than to be with her, but if she was still hungry, beyond the point of controlling the urge to feed, being near her was not the best idea. It might startle her when she wakes to see him lying next to her, which could lead her to attack him. Yes, he could fight her, though her own strength would not make it easy. He would have to be rough, possibly hurt her to keep her from draining away all of his blood. But he could never bring himself to do that. He would first die before he ever harms her.
Sleep came to him easily. But when he woke, it was Monifa whom had prodded him into consciousness. He slowly raised himself, trying to blink the grogginess from his eyes. She was smiling sheepishly at him, fiddling nervously with her golden bracelet Amenthes gave to her years ago. A nervous tic. He creased his brow. She didn’t lose Phoenix, too, did she?
“I had examined her when she was resting,” Monifa began before he could speak. “I could find no physical harm. Whether the same could be said about her mental health, I am uncertain. But I do know that your venom was not the cause of her behavioral change. I do believe it brought on her previous pain and unconsciousness, although what other changes it might have made to her are still unclear. Only time will tell.” Ra moved his legs to hang over the edge of the bed, golden eyes staring up at the small girl in front of him. “And yet you seem so anxious,” he said with chilling calmness. She averted her gaze and tilted her head in the same direction, “She has awoken. I tried to get her to rest some more, but she did not seem to recognize I was even there.”
“Where is she?”
Monifa flinched at his tone. “In the gardens. Amenthes is with her.”
Ra sprung to his feet and left the room in a hurry. He made his way through the palace halls and out into the garden. Phoenix was there, just as Monifa had said. Amenthes was standing nearby with a very concerned expression. When he noticed Ra, he shook his head lightly, “I saw her walking alone, so I accompanied her. She came out here and just…” he paused as he looked back down at her. She was kneeling, eyes staring blankly ahead with a ruby studded goblet on the ground next to her, containing a deep red liquid. Ra could smell the foul scent and recognized it instantly. Blood. “She still hasn’t spoken a word,” Amenthes finished.
Ra quietly approached her and slowly dropped to his knees before her. “Phoenix,” he said gently. His hands reached out to her, cupping her cheeks as he looked her in the eye. A single thumb tenderly caressed her skin, and his chest tightened when she still did not respond. Had she somehow lost her sanity? Confusion riddled his mind, and worry and fear consumed him. Was he losing his love forever?