Raleigh found herself a bit surprised that Raines was willingly sharing some of his past with her. She had been on his crew a number of years now, and she liked to think that she knew a bit more about him than the rest of his crew did - but this was all new information for her.
She opened her mouth to speak just as the captain was getting up - an effort that it seemed he had not put much thought into. Just as she was about to speak, Raines fell into her, and instead she let out a little sound of surprise. It all happened very quickly, but the end result was that her arms fell to her sides and she was pinned against the desk with Raines on top of her, his face just inches from her own. Her eyes were widened for a moment, she had known it was an accident but it was still another predicament the pair had found themselves in.
When he righted himself and looked away from her, Raleigh didn’t say anything at first. Instead, she stood back up and grabbed her tunic, shook it out somewhat and pulled it back on rather hastily. ”Right,” she said, her voice wavering slightly. The captain’s back was still towards her as she moved to leave, and before walking out she reached up and placed her hand on the back of his shoulder. ”Goodnight, Raines,” she said softly, before walking to the door of the cabin and pulling it open, stepping out into the still-raging storm before shutting the door behind her. When she was sure that there were no other crew members around, she leaned against a crate not far from the door for a moment, getting her bearings and running over the night as a whole in her head - which she found only made her head begin to spin. A moment later she had shaken it off and made her way back to her own quarters, where she stripped out of her wet clothes and into dry one, crawling into her bed. She lay there for quite some time, her mind reeling before she finally fell into a fitful sleep.
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”Gods be damned, I’ll never know why women wear such things!” Raleigh huffed as she struggled with the lacing on the back of the Abedian garment she was attempting to put on. She had never been one for fancy clothing, and thus had never quite mastered the technique. ”What a brilliant plan I had,” she muttered to herself. There was no one else there to hear her, of course, as she was changing in her own quarters. She had managed to pile her hair up on top of her head in an elegant manner, and used a bit of makeup on her face, in a different manner than she usually did.
When she gave up, realizing that she couldn’t fasten the back of her garment, she looked in the cracked mirror she had affixed to one of the walls. She could hardly recognize herself - which, she supposed, was a good thing, as she could not appear like a pirate for the sake of the mission she had proposed. She grabbed the pair of shoes that had been laying on the floor, a pair of sandals with straps and tall heels on them, and without putting them on her feet she walked out the door, slamming it loudly behind her.
The sun had just risen and most of the crew was busy at their stations. Most of them didn’t notice her walking across the deck dressed in such a strange manner for her, but even those who did said nothing and chose not to react. After what had happened back in Sularia many months ago and the way she had been allowed to take revenge, she had received a much better amount of respect on the ship - which she was grateful for.
The thing she wasn’t grateful for, was how damned awkward she kept acting around Raines - around her captain. Ever since the night she had proposed the plan they were about to execute - and the small events that had transpired since then - it had been all she could think about. What would have happened had she tried to make something happen that night? Would Raines have felt the same? Or would he have rejected her? Every time she saw him, that thought raced through her mind, and she would have to mentally shake it off. She had been much more complacent around him since then, the little bits of sarcasm and wit that normally drenched her words were fewer and more far between - still there, of course, but less apparent.
Today, however, she could not let those thoughts get in the way - they had a raid to undergo, and she was bound and determined to prove that her idea had been a good one. Without knocking, she pushed the door to Raines’ cabin on the main deck - the same cabin that this plan had been hatched in.
The Captain was at his desk going over the charts they had plotted for the raid, and Raleigh walked up, dropping the obnoxiously elegant shoes directly on his desk. ”The next time you think I am not dedicated to this crew, look at these damn shoes and think about walking around in them,” she said. ”Starting to think this brilliant plan of mine wasn’t all that brilliant,” she added. She stepped around to stand beside him and turned her back to him. ”I can’t even finish putting this damn thing on, and I’m not asking one of those lecherous bastards on deck to help me, so it’s your lucky day,” she said, reaching around her back and grabbing at one of the buttons down the small of her back. ”Button those up, please. I can’t get them.”
As she stood with her back to him, waiting for him to help her fasten the garment, she began to rattle on about her plans for the raid. ”I was going to travel unarmed, but I started thinking that wouldn’t be the best idea. I’ve a cord of leather tied ‘round my waist with a small sheathed dagger there. When you lot board the ship, bring one of my rapiers if you would.” she said. ”I don’t expect there to be a battle, since we’ll do it at night, but I don’t want to be caught with my pants down,” she said. Suddenly, she burst into laughter. ”Pants down, and look at this, I’m wearing a damned dress,” she said.
It was clear that the quartermaster was mostly rambling, perhaps the nerves of a partially solo mission were beginning to get to her. ”How do you think this is going to go?”