Neveah had long forgotten what pure love felt like. If she were being honest, the only reason she could be certain she ever felt it was because she had been the embodiment of it. She liked to believe Reslyn taught her first - but the wild wolf also taught her how to play twisted games and manipulate emotions in the cruelest of ways. It was hard to say which woman had been worse between Azrail and Reslyn. Unlike the blonde vampire, the wolf never ascended to power though she too ran off of chaos and deceit. The redhead could not be certain what exactly broke them in the end. Frankly, there had been a series of poor choices on both their parts, particularly when Neveah fell in love with Tobias and Reslyn felt it appropriate to fall into bed with his father, Spike. Veah never totally healed from the damage done. Instead, she continued to fall for lovers who were emotionally unavailable or entirely too selfish. Eventually, she would renounce love as nothing more than a tool for power. Nemesis, of all people, would show her a kindness and understanding like no other. They bonded over their loneliness and need to thrive again. The pair would reunite in this new world but he was not the same creature that he was before. Matrimony and monogamy domesticated the beast. And Neveah? Her heart ached with some sadness but overall, she was thankful for her friend and would honor his decisions.
She ran her nose up the side of Azrail’s pale neck, breathing in her scent deeply. It embraced her like smoke as memories sparked like flames from the warm coals of her mind. All the pain and heartbreak but so was the intense passion and need. Veah knew how it felt to be desired but it had been far too long since she felt devoured and adored. Being bitten without permission ordinarily would not have gone so well for her partner. However, those pearly fangs knew exactly where they belonged, reclaiming old scars.
Control was like a red, satin ribbon that they continually played tug of war with. When Azrail needed to let the monster free, Neveah would be the one in control and vice versa. Neither did well with total domination or submission for too long. Once she had pulled them through the planes and into her bedroom, the redhead could not continue to keep the beast within completely in check. There was a need deep down inside that had awoken. Azrail’s whimper caused her eyes to dilate and shivers of need through her core. The redhead took a single step back to take in the clothes Azrail had come to her in. “No,” she growled to herself. She needed to hear more need, more desire. With animalistic aggression and yet graceful quickness only vampires possed, she tore through the rags that disgraced Azrail’s perfect form. Satisfied with her lover’s nakedness, she grinned. The vixen desperately needed to reclaim what had been hers all along. The blonde vampire’s body and blood sang to her the sweetest tune, one that somehow she had forgotten.
The taste of her blood on Azrail’s lips only served as a reminder that there were places on her lover’s body that belong to her once before. She didn’t need to see scars to know exactly where she had marked before. The hunger from earlier in the evening paled in comparison to how badly she wanted to feed now. However, Veah would save that particular treat for a little longer. She had not mixed blood and sex in this new world as if saving herself for this moment without knowing it. When they pulled away, she did not expect to hear loving words. Her heart ached for a moment at the genuine emotion. Almost instantly the monster within softened. Neveah had nothing to offer the femme, nothing to be exploited for. She had no choice but to believe these things but it also made her wildly uneasy. “You - you left,” she replied with a pained tone. It was not fair to say in that moment but she couldn’t help herself. The previous feelings of abandonment came creeping back in and all she wanted was to bury them down below desire once more. She needed answers - but they had to wait. She couldn’t deal with that mess quite yet.
Instead, she pulled Azrail in for another kiss but this one tainted with a touch of pain and sadness. Her lips moved hungrily, searching for the same need and passion from before. The redhead allowed the blonde to lead her to the bed. She couldn’t look away from the golden orbs that had haunted her for countless nights. “If this is nothing more than a dream, I hope to never wake” Neveah replied. Her mind had become a battleground, littered with broken memories and half truths. It was entirely possible that she was caught somewhere in the middle but she didn’t care. She had nothing of importance in Revaliir. This moment was everything she didn’t know she needed.
With her back upon the bed and Azrail straddling her form, her left hand lazily opened then quickly snapped shut. All candles went out but the curtains parted so the moonlight shone in. With another quick motion, the windows opened so the cool air poured in. She moved her head to the side and arched into Azrail lips upon her throat. Soft whines poured from her lips as she raked her nails again her mate’s back. The contrast of cool air and heat between them back her nipples harden. She arched her eyebrow as Azrail’s words, her hands finding themselves upon her partner’s hips. “This isn’t about love, my sweet girl,” Veah replied with a grin. She pivoted her weight and pulled Azrail to the side so suddenly the redhead was on top. “This is about need,” she added her lips trailing down Azrail’s neck and check until her mouth found one breast and her hand found the other. She sucked and nibbled, her fangs careful not to puncture her lover’s delicate flesh yet. Her green gaze looked up at Azrail, her tongue dragging against the perfect pink and porcelain skin. “This is about desire,” Neveah echoed, now easing herself lower. She began kissing the supple flesh between Azrail’s womanhood and thigh, teasing the sweet skin. Neveah could smell the need building. She eased up to kiss Azrail but her dominant hand traced the folds of skin between Azrail’s legs. “This is about us,” she growled before carefully entering and beginning exploring.