Cilas had somehow made her a mess. Restraining her voice became impossible, as did keeping her body still. She couldn’t stop squirming, arching her back with a moan whenever he sucked or bit her nipple just right. Her hands were lost in his hair, her head pressed against the ground beneath her. She rubbed her knees together awkwardly as if it would shake the throbbing between her legs. The precious area was aching terribly, and she knew why. Her body wanted him to touch her there, it screamed for him to penetrate her. It would not be satisfied until its need was granted. But, that worried her. How could her body crave for what had once harmed her? It was as if it forgot what it felt like to have something tearing her skin as if forced itself inside of her, and how it hurt to have it rub her dry, inner walls vigorously. Would it be different now that she was wet? Did her body somehow naturally know that?
Her moans were replaced by her loud breathing as Cilas pulled away from her nipple. He kissed further up her breast, then her sternum with a series of feather-light kisses. Cilas climbed her, hot breath tingling her flesh. Something soon followed, catching Iona off guard and peaking her curiosity. A large bump pressed against her lower abdomen. Her eyes blinked open to glance down, briefly spotting him pushing his hips on her. Was the bump his… She fought the wave of fear that washed over her from the realization. Once again, she tried to look at the situation differently. He could have forced himself into her by now, but instead he let her know that he was aroused. Perhaps he was trying to help her mentally prepare to take him. Even if she wasn’t certain if it was true, it was a comfort that he sill maintained his thoughtfulness, even which lust taking over his mind and body.
As their lips met, her eyes fluttering closed, her hands slid down his neck before she rearranged her arms to curl around his back. His strong arm held her from beneath, and her hands rubbed his muscles, following his spine up and down. His torso slowly dropped to collide with her own. Her soft breasts and stomach seemingly delicate as twigs next to his firm and powerful body. She was completely at his mercy. If he desired something of her, he could easily take it. His might would easily snap her fragile frame. She shuddered at the thought, both frightened, yet somehow melting even more into his loving touch. That strength of him could just as well be used to protect her, just as she’d seen many times already. The body that pressed against hers and held her could easily harm her, yet it pleased her instead. His moan was a new but wonderful sound that caused her a shiver of pure delight. And then, the hand that remained on her breast removed itself. She kept her lips on his and arms caressing his back, but her mind followed the path his hand took. Down it went, softly sliding her over her belly as it ventured south.
Fear made her heart thump, the image of the hunter sitting between her legs flashing within her mind. She almost broke the kiss, almost told him to stop. But, instead she grabbed his neck and pulled him in for a deeper kiss to hold herself down. Fight it. You will not heal unless you do, she told herself. He went down her thigh, stopping at the knee. His gentle pulling granted him permission to separate her legs, spreading them enough for the cool air to touch her womanhood. Another shiver shook her spine. There was no warning from Cilas before his hand abruptly plunged between her legs. A loud gasp left her, her back arching and pressing her breasts and stomach further against his torso. A wave of heat shot through her as the pressure of his hand pushed on her inner lips. His husky voice cut through her mind, deep, breathless with lust. He wanted her so badly; she could feel it. Yet, he wanted her to want him just as badly. He wasn’t like those hunters who sought only their own pleasure. He wasn’t the same. It warmed her heart. And, in response, she moaned, “Cilas, please, don’t stop.” It was her unclear way of telling him that she did want more, for she knew he would do so unless she stopped him.
It wasn’t how she envisioned it at all. It was better. So, so much better. Feeling him for real was amazing. A steaming, frightening, but enjoyable experience. Two fingers followed the edges of her lips, sliding up until they merged to press down on her central nerve. The tender spot was shocked with intense tingling, causing her to moan. Her arms tightened around his neck as he lowered to bite and suck and lick her neck. He moved in swirls on her nub, then to and fro. And when he rubbed her faster, everything intensified, her moans turning to pitiful cries. Her breathing was rapid, heart beating so fast and hard she wondered if Cilas could hear it. “Please, don’t stop. Don’t-” her breathless words were cut off by another loud moan, “Aahhh, Cilas.” Her back bent in another arch.
Then, his fingers slipped down between her inner lips. Suddenly, she saw the hunter, gazing down at her with a sinister grin. Iona could still feel his fingers penetrating her, wriggling and thrusting inside of her until he added enough fingers to tear her skin further. Her eyes shot open, mouth agape with a pitiful whimper of fear. The closer he came, the faster her heart beat. All of her nerves struggled, screaming for her to scream and fight. Her instincts that tried protecting her back then showed once again. She wriggled anxiously, body trembling from the intense mental fight against her instinct. Finally, her skin stretched as he slid two fingers inside of her. But there was no sting, no pain at all. Her natural fluid that coated his fingers allowed them to enter her with ease. He rose his lips to her ear and whispered to her, his breath making her shiver and freeze. Her eyes stared up at the cloud that covered the moon. Let go. Stop fighting. Submit to your body. Submit to him.
Stop fighting!
She clutched her eyes shut and summoned all the inner strength she had. The same strength that kept her from calling for Cilas when she was being raped and murdered. The strength of her love for him, the courage it gave her to endure all she goes through. His fingers wriggled and writhed inside of her before gingerly pumping in and out. There was still no pain. No pain. It isn’t the same. Submit. Let go, give in.
“Cilas,” she breathed, tilting her head to let her lips brush against his own ear. One hand found itself in his hair once again, while her other scraped her nails down along his powerful shoulder, then rounded to his muscular chest. His skin wasn’t as soft as her, but it was burning just as well. Slowly, ever so slowly, she allowed her hand to be driven by curiosity as it began to feel of him. He wanted to please her, and she wanted to please him as well. She didn’t know how, but she wanted to learn. And that’s when it hit her. The bulge in his pants… That was a pleasurable spot on a male, wasn’t it? It made her nervous to even allow her hand to slide it way down his hard stomach towards it, but it was still restrained by his breeches. It wasn’t the same as flesh on flesh. She wasn’t sure she was ready for that quite yet.
Then, Cilas found something inside of her. Iona cried out from a ripple of pleasure that washed her, telling them both that he’d discovered something special. Her back arched higher than before, pressing his bulge into her palm once her hand finally reached it. She held his head down with surprising strength, and she groped his hardened manhood a tad roughly. A moan followed her cry. It was as if he’d pressed a button that caused her to drop her guard. Her legs attempted to widen further, her hips thrusting to press his fingers further into her. Deeper. A little deeper. But opening herself any further was difficult with him straddling her. Her hands moved to meet at his chest, where she then pushed him gently. “Cilas,” she breathed, moaning shortly after from another thrust into her. “Move… I… I can’t,” her legs tried to widen a second time to finish her sentence. “Please.”