The panic dance of an emergency was over, and the fire was quenched. The potion worked like a charm! And with the coconut drink from the dryad, what the potion didn't fix was smoothed over. Myouga smiled in relief, glad she had that potion in advance. Normally it was a backup in case she needed it, but she could always buy more. Having recovered from the burn, Dala asked her if she always kept potion ingredients on her. The little arcanist waved her hand, shaking her head. "Naaaah. Potion ingredients are for making stuff in a lab or back home. When you're outside, you don't have time to mix things when you're on the go. Plus, it's more convenient for me. Sometimes you can't wait. And if I need something, I just use my handy magic portal-mirror to take stuff from my house that's close to it. It's connected to my snack stash." When Dala sampled a piece of one of the statues of Lady Angela here, she had this mischievous grin on her face when she saw what it was made of. "Ohohoho~ Now that's what I call fine art! Pretty and delicious–mmm!"
Eating into her empty teacup, she was crunching away on the rim when the blonde girl asked her a question she hadn't been asked in a while. "On a normal day? Let'sh shee…" She mumbled as she talked with her mouth full. "Well–that depends if I'm at home or traveling abroad. I'm working most of the time, even if I do a little sightseeing on the side. If I'm at home, I'm in the Mage Academy handling research or writing up reports. I used to teach classes, but after getting suspended from my upper division lecture courses, there's not much for me to do. Nowadays I haunt the staff department since there's been a lot of new discoveries and findings in recent years. Even though I teach courses on magical theory and alchemy, I also specialize in linguistics–which means I come in when they need to decode or analyze historical artifacts. Learning languages is something that's easier for me than some people."
As her teacup was slowly being reduced to a mere handle, she continued. "If I'm abroad, then I'm typically visiting new places recording whatever I see. I was dispatched along with a handful other researchers from the Academy when Onnen was first discovered and the insectoid invasion was put to rest. But since I'm not assigned to a group, I can work independently. Basically I've been observing and writing down details of the plants and animals that live there. Occasionally I even catch a few live specimens for my colleagues to look at. They don't really like it when that happens though~" She was holding back a laugh as she remembered the chaos that ensued in the staff lounge when she sent a couple skyfish from Namibia through a portal. "Aaaaanyway, that's a day in the life of little ol' me. New sights, new people to meet and new food to explore!"
There was a moment of silence as the two took a break from the small talk and sat in their thoughts. The teacup was now gone, and there was loud crunching noises that could be heard from the small oni's mouth. Dala broke that silence with a few serious questions: "Do you ever wonder if we're missing out on something? Like there's something everybody else here has that we don't?"
She thought for a moment, then Myouga answered. "Yeah. That's probably true. No–I'm positive it's true. Everybody's missing something that other people have. Money, a big family, good parents, close friends, a place to sleep. For me, it's health." The usual whimsical tone in her voice was gone, and the childish behavior fell away like a mask. Turning to the girl, the arcanist spoke. "Do you know why I love magic so much? It's not just because it's mysterious and amazing. If it weren't for magic, I wouldn't have anything. I wasn't born healthy. Ever since I was a kid, my parents were always worried that I'd get sick. I can't run more than a few minutes or else it'll be hard for me to breathe. While the other kids my age could climb trees and play tag, I was sitting inside watching them. Even though I look like it, I'm not a kid, but this is as much as I'll ever grow."
"I want to show you something, Dala. It's something that has always reminded me of how hard I had to work just to be where I am today." The oni then lifted up her bangs, revealing two small, underdeveloped nubs protruding from her forehead. "These are my horns. They're so small that if they were covered up, you wouldn't even see them. One day you'll be taller, faster, and stronger than I could ever be. That's a fact. I can't even carry half my weight without feeling like my arms are going to fall off. But because I can use magic, I can get by. I can live a normal life. Magic doesn't have to be outrageous or bombastic to be great. Sometimes it just has to be 'good enough'. And for as long as I live, physical strength and stamina will always be the two things that I will never, ever have."
She paused, letting her words sink in. "Y'know, I had every reason to hate my parents. I could've blamed them for not giving me a stronger body. I could've blamed them for giving birth to me. Every day I tried hard to build up enough strength so I didn't have to be bedridden for the rest of my life. Every time I got injured, every time I laid in bed while being sick I had to watch my parents' hopes that I'd get well get dashed to pieces. I had every right to give up on living. But I didn't want to. I wasn't born with a lot of things; like my mom's talent for embroidery or my dad's skill with weaving. I wasn't skilled enough to take over the family business. So I studied hard; I studied so I could get a job that required me to use my head more than my body. I couldn't expect my parents to support me forever. And so, I became a professor. The rest is history."