The horrid nightmares were never ceasing and for some reason, she would never awaken from them. She wouldn’t awaken period. As if caught in an endless cycle of demise and butchery, she recalled every moment as it replayed again and again. It was pure hell as she found her flesh meeting with steel over and over before the final blow came down, slicing at her neck completely and cleanly. Had she died? Was that why she could no longer wake up from her slumber? Perhaps she truly was in hell for the hazy memory would start all over again from scratch. She was in a forest, and found herself running through it. She could see knights around her having been slaughtered and their bodies laid gruesomely against tree trunks and on the ground. A few were hung high above branches and some were without heads. She felt armor pieces on her and yet there was also stained blood glistening on the surfaces. Was it her blood or that of someone else’s? The woman couldn’t be bothered by that now as she heard several footsteps rushing behind her, chants were thrown at her in languages she couldn’t understand.
Why were they after her? What she was doing here to begin with?
She cried out, begging for help from her father, but the words slipped out without her permission. Who was her father? Where was he and could he had protected her. Having been through this ordeal time and time again was driving her to the edge of madness as she realized at this point that it was once again going to end in the fashion she despised the most. “Father! Father! Save me please, Father!”, she shrieked, never wanting to feel the pain again, but it was all for naught. The hands reached from the shadows behind her and ripped her off of the ground. They threw her down like a doll and then the daggers. Those blasted daggers were lifted into the air before plunging down into exposed flesh. She howled and cried but they repeated impaled her to no end. They didn’t care, she couldn’t even see their faces that were covered beneath white and crimson hooded robes. All that were seen were their cold, distant eyes as they tore at their prey before one of them came with a sword and she knew by that point of what was coming and screamed before he swung it harshly down upon her neck.
Darkness loomed around her, silence surrounded everything and before she knew it, her body was moving and she could see that she was running through the woods…yet again. “No, please! Father! Save me!” The words poured right out of her mouth again, and familiar sights of the knights and an unpaved path appeared again. She didn’t know how much more she could take of this. How long could this nightmarish situation play out before it was all over? Tears streamed down her face, only they were more so crimson and thick. They stained her face as she scrambled in a pointless effort to avoid the daggers, the sword, the pain and the fear.
Yet, it played out exactly like last time.
The truth hit her harder than the weapons could ever do- she wouldn’t make it through this night, that was what fate intended. She was reliving her own death. The realization slapped her across the face as the sword came down and again was awaken by the darkness before the chase happened. Her heart sank and she wanted to stop running, yet her body moved on its own according. Why!?“, she shouted as her legs kept her moving. She wanted to stop, but couldn’t. Her mind was fracturing, struggling to keep herself in check. She felt those awful hands pulling at her before being launched onto the damp earth, and then the daggers attacked. The blood flowed through fresh wounds before the sword came into play. She waited for it as it came down, and shut her eyes tightly before a voice came to her. It was smoothing and seemed strong enough to pull her away from all of this. Light flooded her eyes, and distorted her so. Where was she now? This didn’t seem like a part of the endless cycle she was trapped in. Breathing heavily, her head turned to see someone stroking her and a deep anger came out before she took the wrist harshly into her hands and she bite into his arm. Her frustrations towards those men, her own father not showing up to help her, and the feeling of doom drove her into this feral like state and she glared up at him.
With those venomous, golden eyes.