Her feet had started to throb as adrenaline finally began to wear out of her system, tired waves rolling down her spine. She couldn't allow herself to appear weak however, not even wanting to admit her exhaustion to herself she ignored it, tempted to beat her body into the submission of her will. Slowly it all began to fade as she went back into battle mode, eyes and ears going alert as she looked out upon the garden of statues, the garden of Adam. She smiled softly, her fangs poking out just behind her lips and claws brandished as her weapons. Her fans and sword had been sheathed, her claws itching for their own fight, sure it was gruesome with how she loved her claws for a fighting style, but who said she had to care about what others thought of her fighting styles? She loved the feel of gore and blood upon her hands, especially when it had been an adversary. It was barbaric, and most often went screaming, especially last time when that thief had attacked her. He had an female accomplice with him, needless to say that she went running after her claws ripped into the thief's rib-cage and then went charging after the girl. It had been interesting to see that kind of fear on someones face, but all emotions felt dulled since she had no one of obsession. It was sad really, her self having become muted from the lack of motivation. It was this reason that she came up here, and she denied that the adrenaline rush is what made her feel more 'humane' and would rather consider it to be her own curiosity.
When the sound of a mans voice reached her ears she spun around, fangs and claws brandished with her fur on end. A statues head turned towards her before a man phased out of it. Upon hearing his next words she relaxed slightly, still tense and ready for any other trials or opponents. Of course she could never forget her manners, and she had also never seen a man phase through solid stone before so doubts were far from her mind. She dropped into a curtsy, her head dipping in a soft bow before rising again with speech to follow.
"My lord it is an honor to meet you, and an even bigger honor that you have been impressed by me."
A smile graced her features, one of accomplishment but also of humbleness. She could not afford to become cocky, she was within a gods domain and she was practically an ant to his boot. She finally took the time to take a good look at the chaosweaver, and found herself awestruck. He was something of beauty, almost as if he were the apple of the forbidden tree. Silver hair, piercing blue eyes that seemed to be able to look through her, fare skin, and a lean body, like that of a swimmers. Her tail twitched behind her, fur flattening but she could feel the beginnings of a new obsession start crawling their way into her heart. No, No, no,no,no,no,no, NO! He was a god! Not some mortal man that she could easily take for herself, she was such an idiot! Not to mention he looked just like him, fair skin, blue eyes, only her original master…his hair had been brown. Like chestnuts in the winter, his heart had been stolen by her. She felt the whirlwind of thoughts be blown away as she realized she more than likely needed to say something more than accepting complements.
"Your lands are incredible, and the enemies a great challenge. I thank you for the opportunity that was given by those adversarys to show my strength here."
Her voice was like silk, each word pronounced to the best of her abilities and spoken softly as if she were a noble woman. Her fangs had a tendency to slur her speech and was determined not to have the gods ears have to listen to such distasteful syllables. She herself hated the slight lisp it gave her, it made her sound like a degenerate, like that woman. Her heart seethed at the memories that bubbled up underneath her furred skin, tinting her face a very soft pink. Though the anger was certainly not felt towards the god in front of her, as her mind had become clouded with memories that she never wanted to forget, as forgetting meant the possibility of allowing it to happen again. She snapped herself out of her thoughts, him now sinking into her heart as a true obsession. Her mind clouding and picturing him, a man so similar yet so much different to the one she had fallen for all those years ago. Yes, this one was no man, but a god, a god she could easily serve with her mind, body and soul, her yandere side having taken over completely. He would only need her eventually, yes, that would be all that he would need, was her and her alone! She felt her own cackles of insanity ring within her mind as she snapped back into her more innocent ideals. She needed to appear vaguely normal right? It wasn't okay just to snap just yet, after all, she needed to figure out a way to keep from him finding out about her obsessive…well what others called her obsessive disorder. It was simply the purest form of love! They were wrong, she was the only one strong enough to love purely! Wouldn't a god want such a pure love and adoration? She could easily give it, especially since he seemed so demonically heavenly himself. She could feel her mouth fill with saliva but did not let it drip, she was desperate for something to give her feeling again. So what if the god killed her? He would only do it because he cares for her well being right? Certainly, he'd kill her so no others could have her, such a sweet but silly god, thinking that another could steal her, doesn't he know her love is pure?
Her thoughts continued down this path, sometimes her more rational part of thinking trying to tell her that he was a god and would have no interest in her love or adoration in that way, but her obsessive side was winning, reasoning with insane arguments that slowly overtook her brain. She was going to try and hide it of course, but that didn't mean it would work. The most she could do was control herself and keep from killing any women or men she saw, after all, they were his servants more than likely and she had no place to do something like that. She also didn't see him talk with any of them, only having talked with her, it made her heart flutter that her obsession would take time to simply talk to her. Ah! He must really care then, her face heated up slightly becoming more pink as she felt adoration show softly within her eyes. She felt the need to squirm in happiness but held it down, what if he thought it was weird? She didn't want to displease him, not to mention if she did she would be mortified. Finally something had sunk in, he had called her dear! She felt her mind squeal in delight, oh how kind he had been with those words. She felt her pulse race as fantasies rushed her mind, none of them having enough substance to actually describe, but it left her with a warm fuzzy feeling.
What she hadn't realized is that she had been standing with a soft look of adoration and pink tinted cheeks for the past few seconds as her mind went over the information she had constructed within her head. Her tail was swinging behind her softly, ears twitching and her hands were held together at her chest. She truly looked almost as if she adored the god in front of her with every fiber of her being, which was slowly becoming far more true than any could have imagined by how well she normally hid her emotions. She blinked, realizing what state she had been in for the past few seconds and quickly righted herself, trying not to appear as though she were a freak. If he found about what she had done…the murders….the…she didn't want to think of that, that was in the past. She wasn't going to do that anymore, not until they…tou- NO! She wasn't going to let them anywhere near him, those women who wanted nothing other than a cheap plaything that didn't know the treasure that they had! She was the only one who could love him so purely even angels and heaven itself couldn't begin to comprehend it! She would make sure of that! Now to appear normal….after the staring at him for a few seconds fiasco.
"U-Uhm, sorry for staring, I've just never met a god like yourself before My Lord."
Her blush would deepen considerably as she would then peer down to the floor now feeling mortified. What if her Master now hated her!? Could her Master hear her thoughts? did he like the title of Master? Her tail flicked behind her as her thoughts drowned out her awareness slightly, what if she did something wrong? Her ears were still on the lookout, attention not quite fully absorbed as she had to remember where she was.